cydoniababy

cydoniababy @ 2009-09-15T20:25:00

2009-09-15T19:48:22Z

Since I can't do anything productive I might as well update.

Life got really sad without a stable income because ironically, I felt an extreme urge to shop after I ran out of the money. I mean, I was never obsessed with shopping or anything and then bam. And it's been only like... two months. heh. I'm having a job interview tomorrow and if I get it, hopefully that will allow me to go see The Parlotones in November. If they pay above the minimum wage, obviously. lol. Fingers crossed.

I started sleeping a bit more regularly I have to say, but now I get nightmares practically every night. If someone claims they can hear your screams through the wall, you know it's not good :-/

Also, my head starts to seriously hurt due to the construction works outside which have been going on for weeks now. I shut all the fucking windows and still hear those horrible noises arghh. Not really helping with the concentration issues, too.

I've started reading 1984 but... I really don't like it so far. I won't give up on it just yet, but there's a slight chance I will just drop it somewhere on the way.

Thing that really made me smile today... Friends. omg. I am going to download and watch the early seasons at last. Will try to do it as soon as possible before I get buried under massive amounts of uni work :(

I've been playing a proper piano during the last couple of days which I haven't done in ages. That's what I picked out a few hours earlier:

which sort of shows my state of mind at the moment HA.

Onto happier subject... SEASON 3 GOSSIP GIRL PREMIERE YESTERDAY OMG. It needs to download FASTER. This will probably be the highlight of my day, srsly. I couldn't find anything to keep me busy with until mom left the house and I could finally play. I want to go back in time to the day when the TV alone could make me feel good lol.

Mmm yeah, that's it for now.

Wrath

2009-04-07T23:38:23Z

- You know, the ironic part of all this is, I'm the one who ended up with something I wanted. Lana still has feelings for me.
- Don't flatter yourself, Lex. Those powers made her obsessed.
- Exactly. And passion like that doesn't come out of the blue. What do you think is stronger, Clark - her hatred for me or her affection for you?
- She was angry. But eventually she'll move on.
- Don't hold your breath. Funny thing about obsession is, it outlives everything. Even love.

This dialogue is cheesy and thought provoking at the same time.

The Shock Of The Lightning. Music Meme #2

2009-02-17T09:48:00Z

1. Put your iPod (itunes) on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. You must write the song name no matter how silly it sounds
4. Tag 15 of your friends in this who may enjoy doing it and also the person you got this from

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY", YOU SAY?
Gas Panic - Oasis

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
A Forest - The Cure

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Black Cat Bone - Laika

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Morning Glory - Oasis

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Eden - Hooverphonic

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
The Saints Are Coming - U2& Green Day

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Fifty Years After The Fair - Aimee Mann

WHAT IS 2+2?
You Always Hurt The Ones You Love - Mills Brothers

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Things Are Changing - Sprung Monkey

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Catherine The Waitress - Teitur (I don't know anyone named Catherine *shrugs*)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Stranger In The Strange Land - Leon Russell

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
All Time Love - Will Young (*sob*)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Shakin' - The Dandy Warhols (Shaking is fun. Have you ever tried shaking? Awesome)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Achy Breaky Heart - Billy Ray Cyrus (I swear I haven't made that up. lol)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Half The World Away - Oasis

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Gravity - A Perfect Circle (innit)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Standing - Anthony Stewart Head (Buffy Once More With Feeling Soundtrack)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
We Are The Champions - Queen (And champions don't get married =D)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
Naked - Goo Goo Dolls

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Counting Bodies Like Sheep To The Rhythm Of The War Drums - A Perfect Circle (That made me lol soooo much <3)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Well That Was Easy - Franz Ferdinand

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
The Everlasting - Manic Street Preachers

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
The Shock Of The Lightning - Oasis

cydoniababy @ 2008-12-16T14:27:00

2008-12-16T12:39:55Z

Have you ever had this feeling that you're passing through the events that had happened to you months ago? Hmm.

cydoniababy @ 2008-10-27T02:58:00

2008-10-27T01:09:30Z

Your result for The 4-Variable IQ Test...

Visual

20% interpersonal, 35% visual, 10% verbal and 35% mathematical!

Your strongest type of intelligence is Visual. You thrive on spatial thinking, shapes, patterns, and form. You're unlikely to be blind. You can probably think in 3D very easily. You are very likely to be attractive, based on only my most rudimentary anecdotal evidence. And you are likely to appreciate a good body in a lover.

Your specific scores follow. On any axis, a score above 25% means you use that kind of thinking more than average, and a score below 25% means you use it less. It says nothing about cognitive skills, just your interest.

Your brain is roughly:

20% Interpersonal

35%Visual

10%Verbal

35%Mathematical

Matching Summary: Each of us has different tastes. Still, I offer the following advice to the world.

1. Don't date someone if your interpersonal percentages differ by more than 20%.

2. Don't be friends with someone if your verbal percentages differ by more than 25%.

3. Don't have sex with someone if their math percentage is over 50%.

Take The 4-Variable IQ Test at HelloQuizzy

Your result for The Best Thing About You Test...

Passion

Hot! Passion is your greatest virtue

Passion is an intense emotion that compels feeling, enthusiasm, or desire for anything, and that often requires action. Get that? Requires action. It's very likely you submit to your deepest needs and live life with a flair few others achieve, but many envy. All 7 virtues are a part of you, but your passion runs deepest.

Passionate types: artists, writers, composers, athletes, and heroine addicts.

Your raw relative scores follow. 0% is low, and 100% is perfect, nearly impossible. Note that I pitted the virtues against each other, so in some way these are relative scores. It's impossible to score high on all of them, and a low score on one is just relatively low compared to the other virtues.

YOUR VIRTUES

20% Compassion

44% Intelligence

0% Humility

56% Honesty

50% Discipline

57% Courage

58% Passion

Take The Best Thing About You Test at HelloQuizzy

Your result for Which Philosopher Are You?...

Descartes

You are the modern thinker. You are skeptic of the metaphysical, but do not count out any ideas. You are somewhat cynical of mankind and examine the institutions of today. You may even consider solipcism. Examples of your style include: Hobbes & Descartes

Take Which Philosopher Are You? at HelloQuizzy

Random stuff again

2008-10-25T16:54:55Z

Your result for Howard Gardner's Eight Types of Intelligence Test...

Linguistic

18% Logical, 29% Spatial, 51% Linguistic, 33% Intrapersonal, 14% Interpersonal, 27% Musical, 20% Bodily-Kinesthetic and 37% Naturalistic!

"Verbal-linguistic intelligence has to do with words, spoken or written. People with verbal-linguistic intelligence display a facility with words and languages. They are typically good at reading, writing, telling stories and memorizing words and dates. They tend to learn best by reading, taking notes, listening to lectures, and via discussion and debate. They are also frequently skilled at explaining, teaching and oration or persuasive speaking. Those with verbal-linguistic intelligence learn foreign languages very easily as they have high verbal memory and recall, and an ability to understand and manipulate syntax and structure.

Careers which suit those with this intelligence include writers, lawyers, philosophers, journalists, politicians and teachers." (Wikipedia)

(But I am actually rubbish at memorizing dates)

Take Howard Gardner's Eight Types of Intelligence Test at HelloQuizzy

Your result for The Exercise Personality Test...

Running

0% Patience, 8% Experience and 18% Independence!

You are an exercise-experienced individual who needs something that is challenging and quick. You are focused and independent - you enjoy working on improving yourself and you are willing to push yourself as much as is required. However, you've got a little of a patience issue, so it's probably not a good idea for you to get too involved in slow-paced workouts like yoga and pilates (though it can never hurt to incorporate as many types of exercise as possible!). Running seems to be the best bet for you.

Running is a fabulous exercise for your heart and it burns plenty of calories. It's also one of the simplest, in a way - all you need to get started is some good running shoes and some motivation. However, it does take a considerable amount of time and effort to build up the endurance necessary to cover longer distances. Increasing your speed can be a lot of work, too, though interval training can be a huge asset here. In any case, the rewards are well worth the work, if running is done properly. Beyond the joys of the "runner's high", your mental and physical health can improve immensely.

Other types of exercise you may enjoy include swimming and mountain biking.

(Haha, 0% patience. That is so true)

Take The Exercise Personality Test at HelloQuizzy

Your result for Are you actually a pirate? test...

Gentleman of Fortune

64% Ability, 45% Knowledge

Well met, me hearty! I'd be proud to have ye on my ship. Proud enough I'd be worried ye'd take me captaincy. A risk toward fortune I'd be glad enough to take. Go on the Account and sign aboard the Articles of Agreement. I'll glut you with gold, and we'll dine in Morgan's hall.

(lol)

Take Are you actually a pirate? test at HelloQuizzy

cydoniababy @ 2008-10-17T03:31:00

2008-10-17T00:53:05Z

So, it's been a year since the Internet took over my life. Yaaay

I dare you to take this test

2008-10-04T13:55:59Z

Your result for The Brutally Honest Personality Test...

Crackpot - INTJ

40% Extraversion, 60% Intuition, 67% Thinking, 60% Judging

People hate you.

Paris Hilton hates Nicole Richie. Lex Luthor hates Superman. Garfield hates Mondays. But none these even rates against the insurmountable hate people have for you.

I mean, you're pretty damn clever and you know it. You love to flaunt your potential. Heard the word "arrogant" lately? How about "jerk"? Or perhaps they only say that behind your back.

That's right. I know I can say this cause you're not going to cry. You're not exactly the most emotional person. You'd rather spend time with your theoretical questions and abstract theories than with other people.

Ever been kissed? Ever even been on a date? Trust me, your inflated ego is a complete turnoff with the opposite sex and I am telling you, you're not that great with relationships as it is. You're never going to be a dude or chick magnet, purely because you're more concerned with yourself than others. Meh. They all hate you already anyway.

How about this - "stubborn"? Hrm? Heard that lately? All those facts which don't fit your theories must just be wrong, right? I mean, really, the vast amounts of time you spend with your head in the clouds... you're just plain strange.

Take The Brutally Honest Personality Test at HelloQuizzy

They spelled Lex Luthor wrong. I HAD to correct it.

On The Ground

2008-09-29T02:23:29Z

RULES:

1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
From Now On - Will Young

2. How would you describe yourself?
He Was A Friend Of Mine - Brokeback Mountain soundtrack

3. What do you like in a girl/boy?
Genious - Dandy Warhols [Damn straight!]

4. How do you feel today?
Flowers In The Window - Travis

5. What is your life's purpose?
Halo - Porcupine Tree

6. What is your motto?
You're Tender And You're Tired - Manic Street Preachers

7. What do your friends think of you?
Rest In Peace - Once More With Feeling soundtrack [I'm not dead ffs]

8. What do you think of your parents?
Paranoid Android - Radiohead [More what I think of myself, really. Hmm, maybe it was in the genes...]

9. What do you think about very often?
Stuck In A Moment You Can't Get Out Of - U2 [Makes sense, doesn't it?]

10. What is 2 + 2?
Hunting For Witches - Bloc Party

11. What do you think of your best friend?
New York City Lights - Sophie Ellis Bextor [Guess New York is supposed to be my best friend, then]

12. What do you think of the person you like?
No One's Gonna Love You Like Me - Brokeback Mountain soundtrack [Lol... obviously :p]

13. What is your life story?
Dear Diary - Travis

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
(Love Is) The Tender Trap - Frank Sinatra [Watch out, boys]

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Devil - The Servant [I got me and the devil bluuuuuuuuuues... <3]

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Feeling Good - Muse [Nah, this is a song for single people... Freedom is mine!]

17. What will they play at your funeral?
I've Got You Under My Skin - Frank Sinatra [Oh, I love that song... Would be kinda sad to dedicate it to a dead person, though]

18. What is your hobby/interest?
Pure Narcotic - Porcupine Tree [Oops... BUSTED]

19. What is your biggest fear?
Lucky - Radiohead [Right, that doesn't make sense]

20. What is your biggest secret?
You Love Us - Manic Street Preachers

21. What do you think of your friends?
The Apes And The Chimpanzees - The Servant [I don't need to comment this, do I? lol]

22. What will you post this as?
On The Ground - Madonna

Copied from Martin

2008-09-17T01:55:55Z

Book Thing

“The Big Read reckons that the average adult has only read 6 of the top 100 books they’ve printed”

1) Look at the list and bold those you have read.
2) Italicize those you intend to read.
3) Underline the books you LOVE.
4) Reprint this list in your own LJ.

1. Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
2. The Lord of the Rings - JRR Tolkien
3. Jane Ayre
4. Harry Potter series - J.K. Rowling
5. To Kill a Mockingbird - Harper Lee
6. The Bible
7. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte
8. Nineteen Eighty Four - George Orwell (I honestly can't remember if I read it so I'm not marking this one, lol)
9. His Dark Materials - Philip Pullman
10. Great Expectations - Charles Dickens
11. Little Women
12. Tess of the D’Urbervilles - Thomas Hardy
13. Catch 22 - Joseph Heller
14. Complete Works of Shakespeare
15. Rebecca - Daphne Du Maurier
16. The Hobbit - JRR Tolkien
17. Birdsong - Sebastian Faulks
18. Catcher in the Rye - JD Salinger
19. The Time Traveller’s Wife - Audrey Niffenegger
20. Middlemarch - George Eliot
21. Gone With The Wind - Margaret Mitchell
22. The Great Gatsby
23. Bleak House - Charles Dickens
24. War and Peace - Leo Tolstoy
25. The Hitch Hiker's Guide To The Galaxy - Douglas Adams
26. Brideshead Revisited - Evelyn Waugh
27. Crime and Punishment - Fyodor Dostoyevsky
28. Grapes of Wrath - John Steinbeck
29. Alice in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll
30. The Wind in the Willows - Kenneth Grahame
31. Anna Karenina - Leo Tolstoy
32. David Copperfield - Charles Dickens
33. Chroncles of Narnia - CS Lewis
34. Emma - Jane Austen
35. Persuasion - Jane Austen
36. The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe - CS Lewis
37. The Kite Runner - Khaled Hosseini
38. Captain Corelli’s Mandolin - Louis De Bernieres
39. Memoirs of a Geisha - Arthur Golden
40. Winnie the Pooh - AA Milne
41. Animal Farm - George Orwell
42. The Da Vinci Code
43. One Hundred Years of Solitude - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
44. A Prayer for Owen Meaney - John Irving
45. The Woman in White - Wilkie Collins
46. Anne of Green Gables - LM Montgomery
47. Far From The Madding Crowd - Thomas Hardy
48. The Handmaid’s Tale - Margaret Atwood
49. Lord of the Files - William Golding
50. Atonement - Ian McEwan
51. Life of Pi - Yann Martel
52. Dune - Frank Herbert
53. Cold Comfort Farm - Stella Gibbons
54. Sense and Sensibility - Jane Austen
55. A Suitable Boy - Vikram Seth
56. The Shadow of the Wind - Carlos Ruiz Zafon
57. A Tale Of Two Cities - Charles Dickens
58. Brawe New World - Aldous Huxley
59. some pile crap with a really long name
60. Love In The Time Of Cholera - Gabriel Garcia Marquez
61. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck
62. Lolita - Vladimir Nabokov
63. The Secret History - Donna Tartt
64. The Lovely Bones - Alice Sebold
65. Count of Monte Cristo - Alexandre Dumas
66. On The Road - Jack Kerouac
67. Jude the Obscure - Thomas Hardy
68. Bridget Jones’s Diary - Helen Fielding
69. Midnight’s Children - Salman Rushdie
70. Moby Dick - Herman Melville
71. Oliver Twist - Charles Dickens
72. Dracula - Bram Stoker
73. The Secret Garden
74. Notes From A Small Island - Bill Bryson
75. Ulysses - James Joyce
76. Sylvia plath
77. Swallows and Amazons - Arthur Ransome
78. Germinal - Emile Zola
79. Vanity Fair - William Makepeace Thackeray
80. Possession - AS Byatt
81. A Christmas Carol - Charles Dickens
82. Cloud Atlas - David Mitchell
83. The Color Purple - Alice Walker
84. The Remains of the Day - Kazuo Ishiguro
85. Madame Bovary - Gustave Flaubert
86. A Fine Balance - Rohinton Mistry
87. Charlotte's Web - EB White
88. The Five People You Meet In Heaven - Mitch Albom
89. Adventures of Sherlock Holmes - Sir Arthur Conan Doyle
90. The Faraway Tree Collection - Enid Blyton
91. Heart of Darkness - Joseph Conrad
92. The Little Prince - Antoine De Saint-Exupery
93. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks
94. Watership Down - Richard Adams
95. A Confederacy of Dunces - John Kennedy Toole
96. A Town Like Alice - Nevil Shute
97. The Three Musketeers - Alexandre Dumas
98. hamlet, fuck this book.
99. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory - Roald Dahl
100. Les Miserables - Victor Hugo

Tagged by Kaddy and Tash

2008-09-07T13:55:37Z

1. Post these rules
*2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their livejournal
*3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people
*4. No tag-backs

Okay...

1. I'm listening to Radiohead while I'm typing this ;)
2. I am quite cynical at heart, although I don't show it... mostly.
3. I want to learn how to play golf.
4. I hate when people are making so-called "experimental" films without having a clue of what they're doing. Go back to film school, guys.
5. I find this kind of things ugly.
6. Sometimes, when I have some issues with myself I need to resolve, or a decision to make, I take a long ride on the bus, it kind of clears my mind. Although, I wish I could DRIVE something instead. A car, or maybe a motorcycle. Lol.
7. I like seeing beautiful people on the street.
8. If I was gay, I would do anything to date this woman:

<3

Oh, who to tag... hmm
getmilesaway , klyte , muse_queen , napoleandy , rowenaaa , starlight_juice , stu_cornelius , verenahallam .

Stolen from Stu

2008-08-22T21:19:32Z

(had to repost this because lj was messing up with my entry)

1. What are your reasons for having an LJ?
No reason, I was bored.

2. What do you do before bedtime?
Talking to people on the board and MSN, surfing the net or watching films on DVD.

3. Who is your favourite actor/actress?
Johnny Depp, Tim Roth, Reese Witherspoon.

4. What is your dream job?
Screenwriter/Director/Producer, something in filmmaking.

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
I'm not sure.

6. What age do you feel you are inside (your mental/emotional age, not your physical age)?
About 16 years old.

7. Do you trust easily? Why?
No. I tend to be careful with any kind of relationships.

8. Would you ever consider a suicide as a way out?
That depends on a situation, but I definitely wouldn't do it because of a random depression or a love fail.

9. If you had to choose one country to live in for the rest of your life, what would it be?
I'd prefer to have several houses all over the world ;-)

10. Have you ever been in a food fight?
No.

11. What would be the first thing you'd take with you if your house were on fire?
Nothing, I'd be too scared to think of something to take with me, lol.

12. What's the longest you've been without sleep?
2 days, I think.

13. Describe something that's happened to you for which you have no explanation?
Once I had a dream which came true the next day. Shame it wasn't about me winning a lottery haha.

14. Who is your favourite music group right now? And song?
Keane - Bend and Break.

15. Would you rather be single and rich, or married but poor?
Since being poor won't do any good to your marriage, I'd prefer being single.
Although it's a pretty stupid question in my opinion. Being single doesn't mean you fail at life.

16. Last thing you bought?
Lingerie.

17. Who was your crush as a kid?
Michael Douglas.

18. What one book makes you happy every time you read it?
The Picture of Dorian Gray.

19. What would you do if you became pregnant unexpectedly?
Well, first I'd redo the test, lol.

20. What were your parents going to name you if you'd been born the opposite sex?
I have no idea

What's it going to take to strike a spark?

2008-08-03T14:10:55Z

Mmm I watched Once More, With Feeling the other day. Reminded me how much I've missed Buffy! :D I remember it had re-runs at 3 am the same day it was on and I would get up about every night to see them lol. Mom wasn't happy, of course.
It surely was my biggest passion at that time.

think I'm gonna download seasons 5-7, mua-ha-ha. I have to watch it again.

Unbelievable!

2008-06-27T19:56:03Z

I got How to Destroy a Relationship today! I've been looking for this album for 2 years! Finally, lol. I also got Mathematics and With the Invisible, a couple of The Parlotones albums and several of Dandy Warhols (although I still desperately need to get The Black Album and Come On Feel The Dandy Warhols). Oh yes, got Porcupine Tree as well :D

Now, I need to listen to all of this, haha.

Sooo...

2008-06-22T22:03:19Z

I have no idea what to post here, I don't like to moan about my problems and my days aren't very exciting. Should I just make something up?